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to motivate thyself
before my second semester, and hopefully my LAST semester in school, I am already dreading the unthinkable. I'm the "dakilang irreg" and I know for sure I will have to pass through the needle's eye before marching my way. "Gagapang", "maglalakad ng nakaluhod" in all my subjects. But still I must do all these things with a smile on my face. like this one =) 15 units plus 12 units to overload is equal to 27 grueling units compressed in less than 4.5 months. Distractions of all sorts are not allowed to inhibit my world (unless positive distraction i guess). This is the time when you just have one big gulp and learn the meaning of focus. However,
vendo mach
needs inspiration juice.
deprivation
i am strongly tempted to skip class, grab my mom's digital camera, ride a jeepney or a bus, and take random shots. i'm really tempted right now. Lately, school have been hammering me off the wall and sooner or later i will crack again.haha! been depriving myself with so many stuffs so i can buy a new camera =) i'm really excited to have our sem break in laguna, i'll be a workaholic again but then i can take shots of nice views there =) i'll have a date soon with photography, and random roadtrips. shizzz i'm really tempted to skip class later.
Oo Ikaw.
Ito ang landas na pinili mong tahakin. Wag kang magtataka kung lahat ng tao sa paligid ikaw ang pinag-uusapan, iniiwasan ka, di komportable sa presensya mo. Wag mong tanungin sa iba kung bakit ako ganito sayo. May mga mata ka para Makita na di na ako magbubulag-bulagan pa. Di naman manhid ang balat mo para di mo maramdaman ang galit ko sayo. O manhid ka padin ba tulad ng dati? Tanga ka ba? Tingnan mo ang paligid mo, sira na lahat. Walang sumisisi sayo. Ikaw na ang bahala. Ito ang buhay na pinili mo. Di na ako natuto. Di na ako nadala sayo. Para san pa? Wala naman rason para kausapin ka. Wala din naman saysay ang ipaintindi sayo. Walang tayo.
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